future

i've been feeling perfect since my last little home sick breakdown last week. everything has been great. my boyfriend got me a beautiful watch for christmas and i love it. just have to put this out, i have a huge pet peeve when it comes to texting. i hate texting someone and never getting an answer back, how rude can you be!! So it's been an awful season for cfers. so many of us are in the hospital and super sick. makes me wonder if it's going to happen to me and if it does will my family and boyfriend would be able to handle it. i don't think about myself just about others. it's so scary to think about. i really don't get how some people who come so close to death just get back up and go do the same thing that got them there. like i've said before some people think they are bulletproof and i just want to shake the hell outta them. ugh another random thought i know i need to go back to school but i really dont care much for it. i hate getting sick from other people like i used to back when i went to college. but if i have to i will. i wanna go skiing next year hopefully my lungs will be able to handle the vermont mountains. i love snowboarding! i've only done it once and i got pretty banged up but it was so worth it. i didn't do that bad either, it was my first time in snow and i really held my ground except when it came to trying to stop. i almost ran over some kids. ok, well that's all. until the next one.