I haven't been on here in forever. Well i'm still in spring hill, florida. I really want to move south. I miss my family and friends so much. I love always having to go somewhere or do something. my boyfriend is a loner and sometimes it's just too much for me. I wish he knew how to make friends. he had a ton of friends in college but everyone got married and moved on. plus he doesn't live in north Carolina anymore where his friends were. my fev1 was at 25%. I wanted to cry and I did. I don't get it. I work my ass off and still these lungs fail me. I'm not sick enough for a transplant and i'm praying this new med will come out in july and give me the strength I need to get better. I've been down as well. I have these muscle pains on my side and my neck. went and got an xray to make sure I was alright and it actually showed my xrays to be better than in feb. go figure. well that's where I stand right now. hopefully next time I write it will be about the new drug and how well i'm doing. god bless, wendy v.